About

Hello, I’m Fay, a Shamanic healer.

My name means ‘fairy’ in Dutch, so - as a friend of mine likes to say - nomen est omen in my case. I found my way to healing and spirituality at 24, when everything in me collapsed. My body and mind stopped functioning the way they used to, and when I looked in the mirror, I no longer recognized myself. It felt as if I had lost contact with my soul too.

Reluctantly, I let go of the legal career path I had worked so hard for in order to heal and recover myself. What felt like a loss at the time turned out to be a pivotal moment, one that slowly slowly made me step into my calling.

This new life was infinitely more free, creative, and truly mine, but also far more painful and uncertain. In the years that followed, I pieced myself back together bit by bit. Healing became my full-time focus, supported by multiple less-demanding jobs to fund this path.

Everything began to change; my circle, health, appearance, habits, ways of thinking, and emotional life. Not gently or linearly, but through a steep and painful curve that constantly confronted me with my weaknesses. All the things I once leaned on for confidence fell away, leaving me to work only with what challenged me most.

There was little external gratification, except for the quiet ‘cookie’ at the end of each healing cycle: releasing an old habit, reclaiming a lost part of myself, or feeling a deeper sense of peace.

I learned so many things, but primarily how to live differently: how to live without certainty, how to craft my own path, how to let go of what doesn’t serve me, what the meaning of life is, how inner change naturally reshapes outer reality, how to receive and follow intuitive nudges and how to heal and recover myself and others.

From my own journey and my work with clients, I truly believe that anything that troubles you can be healed with the right approach, courage, willingness, and persistence. There is no greater joy for me than unraveling the ‘Rubik’s Cube’ of an issue and witnessing the birth of a new self.

May you experience the freedom, magic, and self-trust that follow this work - whether you heal with me or with someone else.

To a new, and more emotionally-elevated, aligned and fulfilling life 🥂